SINNERS & SAYNT: Welcome to Heartbreak
I’m at a complete loss for words today. I haven’t had much time to process what’s been going on over the past week and I guess a part of me just didn’t realize that a seemingly innocent string of events would lead to what I’m about to say. Rebecca and I have decided that we might work better together as partners rather than husband and wife and are getting separated.
Some of you may have read the blind item that hit Fashionista.com yesterday, if not here it is…
WHICH fashion business partners and former couple have been mixing work with pleasure despite one of them having a steady boyfriend/girlfriend for a while now?
Well I’m very sad to say that this story was in reference to myself and my former partner Sarah. We recently reconnected at an event fashion indie hosted for designer Diana Eng two weeks ago and met for lunch that weekend to discuss a project she was working on that would combine fashion and film. I thought the idea would fit really well with some of the things we have in the works so I agreed to put some time into the concept. The next time we met was at a party for a client of hers and Becks wasn’t able to make it. I drank a little too much and we ended up doing some things that I can’t say I’m proud off.
The guilt has weighed me down for days now, not because of what I did but because of the feelings I still have for Sarah. Tonight I told Rebecca about how I felt. She agreed that over the past few months I’ve been distant from her and decided to head over to a friends house to stay until we get all this sorted out. I’m still in shock over it all, I guess I was just hoping that it wouldn’t be so easy to feel so broken.
For those of you who don’t know, Becks and I got married back in September on the one year anniversary of our first date. It was pretty spur of the moment but we took our chemistry and the spontaneity of our relationship to signify that we had finally met “the one”. Guess we were wrong to move ahead so quickly.
I still love Becks but I can’t imagine continuing in our relationship. We might not have any new content on the site for a couple of days, at least until we figure out what happens next.
Hugs and Disses,
Daniel Saynt
